I think I changed my mind about you and I all I want right now is for you to know that.

Today was such a blast. But I’m so exhausted. Great day with my girls. There was the tiny issue of me being penis repellent and being the seventh wheel to all my attractive friends. And being penis repellent is a total confidence killer and now I’m ending the night reeeally insecure.

I’m so nervous for my speech tomorrow. I don’t want to bomb but I think I’m going to. I haven’t practiced enough.

Now I shall begin counting down the minutes until june 2 when all the shit is over and the fun begins.

I want a boyfriend.

All my friends are like dieting for waterpark day, thursday, and I’m eating ice cream and blogging.